A fucking rant

I just heard something fucking shitty right now.
why the fuck.
Apparently the 50 Shades of Grey, that fucking smut fanfiction  has passed the most precious book there is in sales in Britain. That fucking horribly written fanfiction has been published and fucking passed Harry Potter. In BRITAIN. WHAT.
because some middle aged people and other curious motherfuckers had been first exposed to written porn, they fucking bought those literally and legitamatly badly written books. Such a waste of space. IT'S BASED ON A TWILIGHT FANFIC. OMG
JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. did they forget of the existence of vibraitors? fucking hell.
This book is condamned with me.
She can go places.
Harry Poter rules.

I don't be an American Idiot

i'm listening to those songs again. THOSE songs. The quenched with melanchoy songs. Stupid songs. Well, initally because of Espen, the Norwegian dude who told me about "Behind Blue Eyes" by Limp Bizkit. Well it's 'The Who's's' but' they cobvered it nicely. It's a little sad. so the related songs were too. Not' 'Mad World' sad, but I got there on my own. Not the sadness, the song. And then I listened the Goo Goo Dolls' "Iris", cause why not? And it's a little sad. And I listened to  21 guns and some Green Day, which is good. Fantastically and inevatibly nostalgic. I love those dudes, and that song, it's pretty good, and happy. Hopeful? Then I returned and listened to Iris. And then to Mad World and Creep. Dangerous songs. But I managed to play them mockingly.
Stupid Songs. What's the point? Beautiful. But why? Well, because. And becuase is a good enough reason for me. It shoud be for everybody.
But, yeah, let's get over it, do my homework, and have fun. 1'm 16, I'll have fun. I enjoy it.
Let's :)
I would link you to That song.
But I'll link you to the happy one.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nzY2Qcu5i2A

I am a person.

just got back from a three day trip with my grade, and it was a small journey. I see everything change, including myself, myself primarily. It was a road,  because I saw myself become a person. I learned that what I have now, which I am happy and pleased with, is my life. It is. My life, I have a life, lived one, and now I continue as a person. That's why I feel like Im getting an ID this year, I am at the stage where I am worthy of a proof and statement that I am a person.  And I am glad I am with the life I have and the person I am. And for I have my sister to live with. I love her so much. So much.
And I am glad she we can share our lives with each other.
So, life, sex drugs and Rock N' Roll is what my life is will be like, just, a different form of these. But still a hell lot of rock n roll. if there is another thing I am happy I am here for and enjoying is rock and metal, the cores of the earth and fun on earth. Then there is the imagination, that actually comes first, and I love it. what would any of us be without it.
I am also happy with the technicallity of my wisdom that is supposed to be pretty high leveled and impressive. Which mostly defines the fact that my mom. dad and sister are very smart too. And saying otherwise, is incorrect.
But I love them, I love myself, and I hope I will continue on to rock and roll. talk to Mip. Then listen to Louis CK.

heil!

16

are we sixteen already?

hell yeah

i know that you're supposed to accept things your "superiors" do, but I can't help but frown upon my current state. having to intake their idiocy, and the one of my clasmates. how agonizing.
oh, the lords.
hopefully things'll be better.

I do.

• we all know the answer to that.

Stupid people are the source of all of our troubles.

this fucking thing erased the whole thing.
okay.
so, stupid people. I'm annoyed by them.
fucking idiots. it strikes me recently that everyone is so stupid everywhere.
and I have to take it in, when they are sometimes not even ABLE to think further about things, see where they're wrong, and not be fucking idiots.
but sometimes man. AND I HAVED TO TAKE THAT SHIT.
I can explain to them,  thouroughly what was wrong, why, even show them their struggles with understanding the problem. and yet they won't understand the problem. or worse, they won't even try to understand it, process it, just take it as  a disagreement, instead of me showing and explaining them how they are wrong, or sucking stupid. I even talk to them in simple 


terms so they would understand. but they don't. they take their undeservant freaking pride that society gave them  because of the approving aproach to religion and religious people. the major fucktards.
literally I explain to them how religion is ill and stupid for people. why racism is ridiculous and how they are racist (all nicely and slowly), the sense behind other sexual orientations,  that there is a fucking logic issue with atheism, but usually when we are at that stage they are smart enough to conclude things and think for themselves.
most people I kniow aren't as smart as I am . basically my sister and her friends are as smart and smarter. both technically and not. OMG is everyone fucking stupid. I cannot believe religion is still here. and is preventing me fromn realizing more of my abillities. I'll never go to that school because of my parents. I respect them, that's why I don't go to war. but I hope that somehow I will have the option. YASA. a dreamy school.
cool kids, finally, SMART, INTELLIGENT. NON FUCK ASS  RELIGIOUS PEOPLE. OMG do i hope that happens. don't have to be around dorks who fucking won't give me a high five. ot hear me sing. FUCKING hell. well then, in regards. hopefully they will all perish with their fucking religion. SHANI GOLDBLATT
your wise little satan.